Wednesday, August 26, 2009

anger is a terrible drug..

i am not built for this world.. rather.. my design is for the pre-internet age.. back when being a hard worker meant something.. back when you actually had to work hard to even be considered worthy of your job.. a time when you could have almost any job that you wanted.. with little or no education.. it didn't matter.. as long as you were able to perform the tasks at hand with at least some competency.. but today to much importance is placed on having a piece of paper.. a piece of paper that you must invest at least the first twenty years of your life as well as vast sums of money in order to achieve.. to which i can only say one thing.. What?.. are you people insane.. but no.. it must be done.. there is no choice.. even if learning from a book is possibly one of the hardest things that i do.. information in text form is far to abstract for me to care enough to put forth the effort.. gods help me i am trying.. but.. fuck..

more often than not i find myself wishing for the apocalypse.. so that i am either dead.. or find myself in a survival of the fittest situation.. i feel as if.. in a world of chaos i would do quite well..

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